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I don't blame you for being you. My fault.
Insecure kills me. My bad thought almost kill us.
After all this time, i learned that i need to stop looking for the right person and work on being a right person.
I will do my best, i promise.

just sayin

Isn't she just perfect? Yes, i know.
I'm far from perfect. My good isn't good enough sometimes.
I made a lot of mistake. I'm nothing. Yeah, i know.
I'm sorry i'm not perfect like she is..

DFQ

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Did he give up on me?

Some people say: A men who truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is.

I'm hard to love, i know. I am sensitive and over-react. 
But he said he would never give up on me, never gonna leave me. And now it seems like he just giving up on me. Avoid me. He doesn't make the effort anymore :'(
I really don't know what to do. Will he keep his promises?

Best Day Ever

I reached my 16th, 2 days ago, last Thursday.
So I would have to say today…Umm, well technically yesterday 25th oct 2012…is probably one of the best days of my life so far. Definitely the best birthday ever!!!

It was planned by my closest friends 1ts<3 p="p">They said they will not come to my birthday party.
My tweety had said he wouldn't come too.
It's good enough to breaks me.

But they came, all of them. I was touched and shocked. I swear i loveeeeeee them :*

Not just it, some of my friend give me something. Flour, detergent and eggs smashing at late at night. Lol

I don't know what to say anymore. All i can say is "THANK YOU GUYS".
Thank you so much for throwing the best surprise birthday party eeeeeverrr.

I won't forget this for the rest of my life. I love you sooooo much guysss ...

Getting Closer

It's sunday today. It's not my birthday but it will be my day on Thursday.
Yeah, october 25th is that day i celebrate my birthday. 
Well, i'm getting older! Time goes by so fast. Seems like i just celebrated my 15th birthday. And nowww i almost reach my 16th.

It's not as exciting as when I was 7 and couldn't wait to be 8 and couldn't wait again to be 9 and always like that..

I remember when i'm just a little kid, i always celebrate the day i was born. And i'm totally happy bcause of it. But now? I don't really know how i feel.

I have no idea what I should do for my birthday...I'm not really sure if anything sounds good.
I'm on my busy activity but there will be a party in my home. Whatever gonna happen, i wish i'll be happy on that day..

Love Letter

Dear my tweety,

I know I can't give you the whole world, but I can promise you I will always love you. If I haven't told you, now i will let you know that i am so lucky to have you in my life. When you’re near me I feel like everything in the world is right, and I know I don't have to ask God for anything because as long I have you in my life I have everything I could ever want. All I want to do is spend the rest of my life making you as happy as you have made me.
My heart is yours, and even though I know I’ll make mistakes, I will never break your heart. I’ll be right beside you as we chase our dreams together.
Baby, thank you for loving me the way you do. I just hope that the love I give to you is enough for what you have done to me.

Love always,

Your tweety